Mixed up

Scribbled out thoughts,
Fear of what we say.
In each line it changes,
Capturing the dream.
A collection of thoughts,
With every breath thats taken.
Act like everythings ok,
While it slowly decays.
Everytime that things go right,
Begins another fight.
To stay calm pushing weakness aside.
Emotions overwhelm a heart deep inside.
Turns into humiliation for the ones who tried.
Nobody has to know but you feel all alone.
Writing out the lifes trying to make sense.
Words of ink bled into pages,
With traces of a life that was fallen onto broken grounds,
Dispearsed amoung the pavement.
A bystander to insolent jests.
It appalls the meek and quiet.
Restless nights discover,
Shit covered dreams.
Somewhere beyond your existence.
A tear falls to it's place.
It all seems so concluding,
To your angels broken face.