My Cloud of Darkness

A cloud of darkness hangs over me
all my heavy burdens no one can see
stupid people, think they know my hurt
ignorant others, think they can stop my pain
for me there's no use for words to explain
how i feel......
this
neglected
broken
lonesome
depression
people who say they care, but are blind to my expression
if they saw me for who i really was
they would see the smile i fake
but they stare right at me
& just laugh at the broken pain i take
i don't need friends to get by in and live
because i don't have nothing to give
im alone in life because i choose to be
& maybe i like that cloud of darkness hanging over me.