a bad choice

ever get that feeling..
that you’ve fucked up so big,
that things will never be the same?
you lose sleep worrying,
about how you’ve caused this pain.
but does it really matter..
this mistake that you have made?
surely those around you,
those you love
will let the anger fade
but what if they don’t..
what if this time..
its too big to forget
could I live without you all?
pretend we never met?
a bad choice is all it was.
a mistake is when you don’t learn
I can say sorry anymore
but I don’t want ur backs 2 turn
please forgive my sins
im sorry.