good bye

I waste my time
Every once in a while
To come say hi
Instead i say good bye
Coz no matter how long i stand there
Looking in your eyes
You will always walk away from me
I'll alwawys wonder why
Yet with the stars so bright
In the midnight sky
I loose my self amoing them
Never confident
Never shy
Never loved never lost
Never so long forgotten
Always wishing to be them
Never having to say sorry
Just to be and not to feel
Yet i must carry on....
In this place so cold so rotten
With nothing to look forward to
In a world so cruel and cold....
So i turn around and walk away
To come again another day
One more chance to waste my time....
One more reason to say goodbye...