Abracadabra

I’m holding on, because im falling fast
Part of a dying story that’ll never last
A river of dreams
that flows in reverse
filled to the seams
by waters of curse

and now I turn to you
I have no where to go
Your smile seems so true
But Theres more to it than I know

A silent façade
A black parade
Of lies and misery
A dimming light only I can see

I reached for it
And now im surrounded by darkness
I have no choice but to quit
You’ll never be my true happiness

I’m holding on, because im falling fast
Part of a dying story that’ll never last
Im trying to hold on tight
But im weak, and im losing my grip
Slipping and slipping, not really putting up a fight
Death is preceding, I slip and I slip

Who knows
Maybe I want to go
Maybe I ought to let go
Slipping, and slipping…
But,
no.

I’m not going to let you get your way
Your pleasure is watching me fade away
My whole reason is to watch you suffer
Pay for the pain you caused me, more posh and tougher

This is where the book ends you know
the weakened hero who overthrows
the strengthening evil
the sleeping beauty who conquers the needle
the Cinderella who went to the ball
the snow white whose too smart to eat a poison apple and fall
fuck you, and your fairytales
reality has stricken
and im alive again,
and now your clock is tickin’
‘cause, prince? I held on. Went on. There’s no need to pretend,
your macho ego I killed
what a thrill

No more are you to shine in my darkness
‘cause no more does my darkness exist
I will not search in you, for the answer to my happiness
‘cause my dreams are free and to your twists resist

im losing my grip
slowly, so slowly I begin to slip
but abracadabra, what can I say?
the dead spirit of a hero, who returns to save the day

Sucks for you

(sorry if it sucked, im lacking inspiration : ( plus been real busy...)