My Beloved Friends..

You're the beautiful people in my life,
Who carry a special title.
You make each day I spend worth living,
And my entire life worth while.

It's you, my beloved friends,
Who've stopped me from getting hurt.
When I could only see the best in a man,
You picked out all the worst.

You give me the most amazing advice,
And you give me the most memorable moments.
I want you to know that I love you.
So when I say this, it's not meant out of torment.

I know you only love me, too.
I know you only care.
But how would you feel if you were in my place?
Somehow, this just doesn't seem fair.

I feel I love him in my heart,
So can't you give him a chance, for me?
I thought, for me, you only wanted the best?
Well he's what makes me truly happy.

When I'm away from him,
I feel sick inside, my head begins to spin.
I feel like it's been weeks upon,
Until our next siting again.

When he tells me he loves me, a fire is set.
It burns within me, out of control.
And this is the love I've been looking for.
I've waited for so long.

So why try and take him away from me,
With your thrashing, abusing words?
You may just be trying to help me,
But you don't realize, I'm only getting hurt.

I'll always love you first, and foremost,
If it's jealousy that's got you incensed.
But please, for my sake, let this go,
Before this gets anymore intense.

You're hurting him, too, whether you see it or not,
And though that may make you glad,
He's everything in the world to me.
So seeing him hurting makes me sickened and sad.

He's hanging onto me now, you know,
Tighter than ever before.
Because you guys decided that it would be fun,
To rip him from my world.

I'm trying not to get angry,
I'm trying to stay calm.
But as I continue to think about it,
I know you'll continue on.

Breanna's persistent, Brian's stubborn,
And that's a very bad combination.
So I know to convince you to give up now,
Would be an in vain, much to my frustration.

I hope you can see I'm not obsessed,
Just very territorial.
The boy is mine, I'd like to keep it that way,
And this love we have, so surreal.

I hope you're not upset with me,
For I still love you, dearly.
I just hope my point of view,
Will help you to think more clearly.

I love you guys, I always will.
But then, you already knew that.
I hope we can get past all this,
And get back to where we once stood at.


~For Breanna and mainly Brian who are having a hard time dealing with the guy, Edward, who I'm going with, now. I hope you guys can truly except him as long as he may be in my life, however long that may be. And in the end, if you turn out to be right, someday I promise to buy you each a Lamborghini Diablo.~