Lifelong Stain

we fall in thoughts forever,
we fall through the great, grey sky,
the soft imitations pull the heart-strings,
never pull any of mine.

chipping away at the surface,
holing my mind in paint,
don't hold my hand, i'm not here for you,
i'm just a lifelong stain.

is it what i can't leave here for,
do you think you'll see a star?
won't you open up your eyes child,
accept that the world will leave you scarred.