Sew Myself Shut
All of which I will never know
Walking away into the unknown
That bitter taste that I'm ready to spit out
I'd escape this life if I had enough doubts.
Forced to face the world again
Walking forward with my eyes closed
I can't stare into reality
Without wanting running the other way.
Never once was it clear
Losing the feeling of being real
Fading into what makes sense
As everything between you & the world collapses.
And I already hate it
But I'll still take it
I have no choice or real intent.
Choking, I'm reaching out as far as I can
But maybe this was never worth it at all.
I'm still asking why, but these scars run deep
This is my fault so I'm taking the heed
Blinded & stranded
Let's see how far I get
That's when I'll be something;
Thestrongest person I've ever met.
E.P.