Bullying Bait!

Why am I so trapped inside myself
like I’m inside a tin,
Is living my life such a sin.
What did I do to deserve this life?
All I can think of is “where’s the knife”.
The rumours, Oh the rumours,
Not two are the same,
I bet you think this is all a game.

Please tell me what’s wrong,
I’m sure we can work it out,
But no, you’d rather scream and shout.
It’s not just the verbal, physical and mental abuse
That makes me want to hang my head in a noose,
It’s the fact you picked me out of everyone,
My school years are long and supposes to be fun.

Your always watching me with your lethal eye,
When you’re around me I think I going to cry.
All the depression leaks into my head,
Wouldn’t it all be better, If I were dead.

I have this mask that gives me a disguise,
It gives me a way of looking through lies.
You say I’m the school geek, a down right freak ,
A loner and a nerd, well that’s all I’ve heard!

Why cant I be you’re friend, you’re mate,
Instead of being you’re bullying bait!