I Wish I Had The Truth

And the real monster is the one in the mirror.
The real impostor is the one on the floor.
I am just a loser, baby, because
I can't provide what you need.
I am so not sorry for that.
But I will tell you that I did bleed,
Oh how i bled.

Makes me wonder what you are really like.
Makes me want to know what you wonder.
Makes me want to like what you know.
Makes everything glistening like snow
When you say you are sorry for the pain.

But sorry baby,
It won't work no more.
It isn't going to save you in the long run.
You still have to change the road you are on
In order for me to want you back,
In fact,
I still love you.
Did you know?

I believed all of those lies.
I believed every one of those faulty moves were you trying
To Survive.
But really,
You were just trying to get away, get by.
Oh my love,
How wrong were you that night?

Makes me wonder what you are really like.
Makes me want to know what you wonder.
Makes me want to like what you know.
Makes everything glistening like snow
When you say you are sorry for the pain.

But sorry baby,
It won't work no more.
It isn't going to save you in the long run.
You still have to change the road you are on
In order for me to want you back,
In fact,
I still love you.
Did you know?

I shed those tears,
Not because I want you back,
But because I want you to be safe at home.
Please baby,
Come back home to my heart and my arms,
Though they ache and both are scarred.

I still love you.
Did you know?