You crushed me like i've never been crushed before

I thought I ment alot to this boy, cause I know sure in hell he ment the world to me,
One night I asked him if he still cared about me, he said.. I dont know,
The three words I never wanted to hear.

He crushed me like ive never been crushed before,
I cry laying awake, wondering what i could do to fix this, but there is nothing I can do..
But MOVE ON, something I never wanted to do,

It's breaking my heart just thinking about him, i cant believe he did this to me,
He didnt even rememeber sending the best song in the world,
I have never cryed this much over a guy,

Who "doesnt know if he cares about me"
I wanted that monsterish hug,
He crushed me so deep inside,

Baby do you remember when I said,
"the yellow neckless I wear around my neck, everyday since you asked me out, I havnt taken it off yet, for if i do, im affraid ill lose you even more then I have and not get you back,
well guess what it's off now, cause I completely LOST you."

I once asked you, who do you love..
He replied ... Noone atm,
Hopeing he'd say me,
I should have said am I a nobody to you, cause just yesterday i ment something to you, and your life,

He Once said if I ever needed someone to talk to, he'd be here... well he's not here... he's completely gone.

I love you Ry, And I miss you,
But imma not try anymore.