A letter is all I leave you with

Dear love; I have a secret for you;
But one that you'll never hear.
I didn't know how else to let you know
That I've relinqueshed control to fear.
Cause these pictures on the wall;
Well they won't ever dry.
There's too many looks
That have been keeping them alive.

And as these endless days stretch on;
My thoughts continue to tag along;
And I'm sorry that I couldn't stay strong;
But I guess I had lost the fight after all.

Dear love; I still write only to you;
Words that never meant a thing.
I knew I'd never be able to tell
Just how perfect you were for me.
But these memories you gave us;
Well they won't ever fade.
There's too many fingers
That make sure they'll stay.

And as these endless days stretch on;
I begin to wonder if I was wrong;
And I'm sorry if I was all along;
But I guess I had lost the fight after all.