You made me feel whole.

I'm beginning to feel weak.
I can't feel my knees.
I can't help but think,
I'm no longer worthy of you.

I loved you dearly,
You killed me nearly.

You opened my eyes,
Why am I so surprised?

Am I hurting myself?
Am I wasting my time?

The walls are closing in on me.
Hurry, let the truth be.

I did all I could for you.
I thought you were happy.
I guess I spoke too soon.

I wish so many things will change.
Although I know everything will still be the same.
I still wonder "what if"
Still thinking all that happened was a myth.

I needed you here..
But then you were no longer near..
It killed me inside..
Part of me had died.
And I no longer wanted to be alive..