For the girls.

I do not take credit for this peom.
J bigga said, in one of his podcasts, that a girl sent this to him and I thought it should be heard/read.

here is to all the girls who used to be his number one
the ones who waited all night for him to call
only to check the caller id the next morning and be dissapointed
the ones who made it through that bitter break up
dried your own tears and moved on with your life
only to have him walk back in it months later like nothing ever happened
those of you who cried on the first day you talked again
because you knew exactlly where this phone call was going
the ones who listened to him say
i only want to be your friend one day
and the next listen to im tell you how much he loves and misses you

we deserve something and this is our tribute

here is the ones who took him back
hoping this time that he was different
hoping that people really do change
we listen to our friends tell us we were stupid
for even thinking about giving him another chance
caught crap from our parents
and snuck around to see im for awhile
we went through the great stage of no fight
all over again
we started this out thinking it would be just friends
and we ended up falling in love with him again
we wanted nothing more in our world
than to hear him tell us that he loved us too
that even though things were bad in the past
they would be different this time
and when we finally heard it
it was like we were dreaming

this is for us

here is to the ones who believed what he said
sat around all over again waiting for a phone call
that might come in a few hours or a few days
here is for the tears cried and dried all over again
we wanted so desperately to believe that he
was really busy
couldnt possibly call us at that moment
or even fell asleep early
we trained ourselves to believe the lies
cause we wanted to believe that we had found the one for us
we learned to settle for someone who didnt treat us
the way we should be treated
here is to the ones who did our hair
and did our makeup and put on our prettiest earrings
only to hear him say
that he couldnt see us today

the ones who never believed it when people told us there might be someone else
we just couldnt believe that he could do this to us again

this is for those great girls who loved him more than words can say
and took him back nomatter what happened last time
because they couldnt bear to look back on their lives
one day and wonder what if

this is for the girls that stayed up all night long
listening to him whine about his exgirlfriend
who cheated on him and cry during the entire conversation
the ones who hoped he would realize
that he deserved batter
that he deserved us
when he said that he loved you
but he was in love with her
he didnt mean it

this is for the ones that held on to something
that was never even there to begin with

this is for us girls who somehow managed to get him to forget about her
and get him to tell us that he was inlove with us again
only to have him tell us 3 weeks later
that things were going too fast
he needs time

this is for the girls who couldnt cry to their friends
because of how stupid they felt

the ones who held it all in when things came crumbling to pieces again
this is for the ones who couldnt even bear to tell their mom
what was going on
for a fear of an i told you so

ones that could just tell they made a mistake
ever allowing him into their hearts and their dreams again
we knew that we deserved better the entire time
that we deserved a guy who would call when he said he was going to
one that could come and see us whenever he got a chance
one that would really care about us
we just wanted the one that we loved like that

here is for the ones that finally realized
that he never gave a crap about them
here is for the time that he finally
broke your heart again

this is for the days spent trying to hold back the tears
and the tears that turned into anger and then dissapointment
here is for us girls who finally realized that we deserved better

this is for those confusing days when you miss him
and want nothing more than to hear his voice
or feel his arms around your waist
stay strong.

and remember that relationships are like broken glass
sometimes its better to leave it alone
rather than to try putting the pieces back together
and get hurt

remember the times you cried
and how long it took you
to even be able to look at another guy like that
when your song comes on the radio
turn the station
when the day comes he finally realizes what a mistake hes made
and tries calling
turn your phone off
when he tries coming to your house
dont answer the door
think of the broken promises
and the lies
the manipulation
and the tears
and the wasted moments
and staying up all night wondering where the crap he was

think of how your heart use to jump
when your phone would vibrate in the middle of the night
and how it felt to your stomach when you saw it wasnt him
and realize that once again
that he hadnt called when he said he was going to

one day, youll find a guy whos worth all your tears
but he wont make you cry
you may think that youll never
care about someone like you did that guy
that you always ran back to
but you will
its gonna hurt like crap
and its gonna need some time to heal

but the point is
it will heal

this is for those girls
who fell back in love with a guy
only to get hurt all over again