Like a Flash. I Miss You.

everything has changed before my eyes.
like a flash.
all the past is gone.

where has all the time gone?
where have I gone?

i dont know the path i am taking?

what happened to the innocent days as a kid?
where were you, yesterday when i needed you?, or the day before that?

i wish you had the concrete slab i need to stand on, but it seems that your only as stable as the water i am drowning in...the truth i havent spoke except to a few...

how i miss the way you feel, how i miss the way you wiped the tears away...how i miss how the rain used to fall...

how i missed the flash...

i look for it as i fade away...
this is how i whisper my goodbye, into the wind.

will you be my Jimmy knee cricket? will you guide me through the past?

i miss you.