this isnt a love song but a sad song

I ay awake
ach day and night
Hoping to get it right
I am restless and resentless
for I am in no mood
to cry as I have already
cried all my tears
Wishing to be back in your arms

no this isnt a love song but a sad song
and I wish so dearly
I was with you
its sad to know that my feelings grow
much heavier and heavier each day
cause I know its tru
my heart belongs to you
but I shall never be able to see oyu again

You told me you loved me but then tried to hurt me
what kind of person does that
I love you so but I just cant say no
whenever you come back
but no its a red light and
I am at a green light o here I go
away from you
so bye bye till you learn

I am not a toy
I am a flower
that you destroyed in your haste
I m tired ad lonely
and want to getback
to the life before you

This isnt a love song but a sad one
I will miss you forever more
but its time to go back to my life
oh I wish I could take you with me

Bye bye my love I thought to be true
Guess I never really loved you.

(this goes to nobody inparticular so dont ask. Just something tht came up in my head. And yes it is a song instead of a poem but they dont have a section for songs.)