Daddy's Little Girl

I bet you never imagned me to turn out like this,
this stranger inside of your little girl.
Who cries every night in her sleep,
and has depression flowing through her veins like a deadly virus.

I know you never wanted to her the words "attempted suicide"
and I knew it surpirsed you.
Somewhere deep inside I knew you were breaking,
because your little girl isn't your little girl anymore.

Pain can't be fixed by hugs or candy anymore.
This type of pain you almost can never erase.
When you look at me, I know for sure you can't see the real me anymore.

It kills me to know I let you down,
and I wish I could turn my life around.
But all I can do is wait for my disease to either go away,
or take me with it.

But don't worry,
I will always be your little girl.
Deep inside..