Forgive Me

I know I messed up,
Because I see it in your eyes,
I just wish you knew,
How its tearing me inside.

The smiles you wear,
The laughs you make,
I just look closely,
And I see their fake.

Nothing makes sense,
Nothing comes clearly,
But like they say,
Life doesn't treat you fairly.

The hugs I give you,
They don't feel right,
Your arms around me,
They don't hold me tight.

I don't know how it happened,
But it did,
I hope you can forgive me,
And love me again.