I'm Sorry

I'm sorry. Why do I do this?
Build myself up to break myself down
Why do I hurt you the way I do?
Argue with me, Shout at me...
Fight with me, Dammit!

I'm sorry.
Here I go again.
Tears stream down my face; discolouring the cotton pillow beneath me
I don't mean to hurt you. It's just that I love you.
And the love that's there doesn't want to be hurt.

I'm sorry.
Don't take it seriously. The tears I cry are that from what I've done.
I hurt and you forgive. You always forgive. I don't know why.
Yet, nothing seems to change.

I'm sorry.