But I'm Sorry.

(Goodbye.)
A final farwell that we've said
a thousand times before.
(So long.)
Is this it?
So you aren't going to stay?
(I can't do it..)
Never knew you for a quitter..
But here you go.
Say you're sorry,
as you pack your things
to leave.
I watch in silence,
wondering how this all makes sense..
Where did this go wrong?
From the begining,
or all along?
You say you're sorry,
but you're not.
If you can't do this,
then I won't judge.
I have to be there for myself this time.
Because what is yours is no longer mine.
But right now,
Saying goodbye
and not knowing why,
Is killing me.

I'm tired of fighting.
I'm tired of living my life in pain.
I'm so exhausted
From all these things you do
over again.
Maybe it was me,
or maybe it was you.
I can't beat myself up over this...
Last thing I need to do.
Don't know what I could have done,
But I'm sorry.

(Don't do this..)
I'm trying to fight for what we had...
(I don't want you.)
I'll ignore what you just said...
(I need something else..)
(or really something that doesn't involve you)
If you want to go,
Just do so then.

Never knew you as the person
you were today..
I thought we could get through this..
But your problems with me
continue onto a list.
I lean against the door frame,
as I watch you get your keys
to leave.
You turn around to say goodbye,
tears welling up in your eyes,
and I know you're fixing to cry..
Don't know what I could have done,
But I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.
You leave me again,
and I'm sorry.

Alone I am,
Again.
Thinking what just happend.
Couldn't think of a thing to say to you,
as you drove away from me.
But I'm sorry.
I'm sorry..........