eXistence

Choking on the smoke that fills my filthy lungs
Firing burning my insides as I rage against the war
Black paint splatters representing the me that remains
Avery's chaos is going straight into the brain

Love and lust is only the opposite of hate
Gun in my hand and the time is known as too late
Darkness always shattering the window of despair
Doing wrong with innocence is practically unfair

Examining the blood that's running down my arm
I found a better way and my hand dropped the gun
Singing lightly to the sound of insanity laughing back
Scratches on my arm are not only from the past

Smearing the pain that will be at my funeral
I say good riddance to the stitches that save me when harmed
It's only from the past cuts that slaughtered my fate
Tears hiding deep down in my running veins

What we hide is simply buried in the lies
My goodbye is something that's personally mine
Lipstick burning through my soar neck
The girl was foolish for becoming my ex

Whispering, One existence

Two bloody nights

Three simple veins, My sacrifice

Sweet voices calling my sick name
Knife pressed down, my last words are inhumane
Soul crashed into the promised disaster land
One last count to three and I'm eternally dead