Sorry

Im sorry I dont like the world,
And I dont want to stay,
Im sorry that at some point,
My life went the wrong way,
Im sorry that I dont love you,
Enough to love my life,
Im sorry I look for answers,
Beyond the blade of a knife,
Im sorry that I avoid people,
And I find it hard to speak,
Im sorry that sometimes,
You mistake me for being weak,
Im sorry that thinking,
Makes me want to die,
Im sorry Ive almost give up,
And I find it hard to try,
Im sorry that I want to,
Die by my own hand,
But mostly I am sorry,
Because youll never understand.