every time

Every time i think about you and i,
together as one, i cant help but think
that we weren't meant to be
i am reminding of things in my life
that i wish i wouldn't re-live
the things i hide from are finding me again
the other side of you isn't something i want to see
its hurting me
knowing i'm not good enough for you
and knowing i cant be the one you want to be with forever
And yet the thought of you leaving me
seems easy to take then not knowing you at all