Wishes

I wish you loved me.
I wish you'd hold my hand.
I wish I wa good enough
to say that you're my man.

Am I too this?
Am I too that?
Is it my personality?
Am I that fat?

I know it seems I'm pushing it,
but what if you were me?
I've tried to hold it back,
but now I wish you'd see.

I love you so very much,
Way more than a friend.
I tried to keep it a secret,
but now I won't pretend.

You've got your perfect girl,
way more perfect than I.
So when I see you together,
don't worry if I cry.

I need your acceptance.
I need you love.
But what I need right now,
is that love from above.