I Feel Guilty.

I think of you every day.
Wondering why you couldn't stay.
Just long enough for me to see,
Exactly what you meant to me.

I miss you ever night,
Yearning to hold you tight.
To tell you it's all okay,
That there is a better way.

I feel guilty every day,
Letting my tears fall where they may.
I never listened to your troubles,
Or how your world would often crumble.

I feel selfish every night,
Trying to overcome with all my might.
I went to you for everything,
And my praises you would sing.

I feel scared every day,
Worrying every night.
Until my days turned to nights,
And my nights to day.

I will remember you for the rest of my life,
And wonder what could have been.
When my days fill with strife,
I'll reminisce on you; my friend.