Ash.

Right now, my life seems like a horrible nightmare....

one that I cannot escape...

I don't know how much more that this fragile heart can take.....

one like thin crytsal glass...shattered.....cracked.....

there's nothing left to save me....

no way to make it back

So many pieces barely hanging together.....

how can I stop them from falling...how can I make things better?

This is my life...in it everything dies....

The merest touch...the softest stroke....

It all turns to ash....my life's just a joke...

Everything others build up.....

my hands just tear them down..

I am not allowed to cry....I am not allowed to frown..

My smile is what holds me....this broken mask i will keep..

there's no one who can save me......

I'm too scared to even sleep.....

These nightmare's are what grip me..

A broken life I couldn't keep...

I'm stuck here and nobodie's listening...

I'm nothing but a freak......

Everything dies....

And everybody cries....

And I still cannot speak......