Behind My Smile.

I'm in a prison I can't escape,

Battling my own nightmares,

And it's pretty clear to me,

That no-one even cares,

As I sit in the darkness,

In the corner of my mind,

All I can think of is,

There is no reality to find,

I've reached my breaking point,

And my head is in my hands,

My lank hair touching the floor,

No life in these black strands,

All I hear are my own words,

My own visons of hell,

I know that my soul is leaving my body,

Leaving this empty shell,

I'm alone and no one knows,

But through the years all the while,

I am still trapped,

Trapped behind my smile.