Breaking

I'm on the edge of breaking,
If I broke right now,
How many would care,
Just one more annoying stain,
Gone from your mind,

Ya sure I'm different,
Does that mean you have to-
Insult me,
Beat me,
Reject me,
Hurt me,
Look through me,
And more,

If you all knew I was on the edge of breaking,
What would you say,
Would you say-
YES!
FINALLY!
HE'S GONE!

Or would you actually care,
Would you care if I was,
Breaking inside,
Falling apart,
Because of the insults,
They hurt,
I could make fun of you for being strait,
But no we all have to make fun of the gay Christian,

So I'm on the edge of breaking,
I guess now you know,
So I'll just hold on tightly,
Till you make me let go.