Nothing

Everything that mattered don't matter anymore
I'm nothing like the girl you knew before

Don't tell me you love me, that you care
I can see through your lies, your pitying stare.

I'll never be the precious little girl you used to see
I've shown my true colours, the darker side of me

You run away when I take off the fake, smiling mask
You knew the results, yet felt you had to ask

I'm done pretending I'm what you've come to expect
Can't you see that I've lost all of my self-respect?

Don't try to say you still want me; it's just a lie
Don't say you need me; don't look me in the eye

I sit here on my bed, planning the way to go
There's nothing to live for; it's the only way I know

I'm done carrying the world on my own two shoulders
I can't live happily while my life only gets colder

I've lost all pride in myself as I've slowly faded
Look what's become of me: I've all but degraded

Don't pretend you know exactly what you're starting to see
I don't need your help, and I sure as Hell don't need pity

I'm not the way I was meant to be from the start:
A lonely, scarred-wristed, soulless ghost with no heart

The tears I've shed have dried up; I've lost the will to live.
I've succumbed to the pain; I've nothing left to give.