Words To You Pt.2

Senseless dreaming of what could have been. Late night thinking of what happened. Early morning tears for the day that is being replayed. Cold arms wrapped around me, lips frozen like ice, kiss me goodnight. Dwelling on the past would mean dwelling on you. The promises that were made are now lost in the silence between us, I don't even want to look at you. My tears have yet to dry, but do you care? Do you wonder why?. I don't want your sympathy or your pathetic apologies. You broken something that was already broken. Stained and unclean, tired of the rain that falls upon me. I'm slowly moving on but it seems that I can't forget you. Burned into memory my fingers ghost over the places you touched me. My stomach turns and my heart races. My lips part and my eyes close tight. The music makes my body sway left then right. I laugh at myself and say it was all a lie. Being with you was not a fantasy but a nightmare for me. I opened my eyes to see that I was simply a toy, a perfect broken memory.