Forbidden One
My soul that never rests, it throbs in pain
Oh how I wish you were here
When I needed you most, you were gone
When I needed a shoulder to cry on, you were no where to be found
How can you be there when I don't need you
And be gone when I do
I myself do not understand
My pitiful heart as it cries
My heart is in tears
But there is noting I can do
I have no right to say a thing
For I do not know how it feels
Every time I see you with a stranger my heart aches
When your with me, I smile, yet I can't help but push you away
And when I see your back as you leave
You leave, without looking back . . . . . .
It hurts . . . . . . . . do you not care? . . . . . . . . . .
I ask myself such silly questions
Why would I care what you'd think?
But, I cannot lie
It hurts . . . . . . . . . So much . . . . .
And it hurts even more to find out that I am unconsciously running from the truth
Why you?
Of all people.
Why did I love the forbidden one?
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For people who don't understand. The guy isn't actually neglecting her or anything. She want's him to always be there, so when he's gone, she feels lonely. Yet, she's in constant denial, this is why she doesn't want him to be next to her when he is. It's like her thoughts and feelings contradict. The heart loves him, but her mind tells her not to.
Oh how I wish you were here
When I needed you most, you were gone
When I needed a shoulder to cry on, you were no where to be found
How can you be there when I don't need you
And be gone when I do
I myself do not understand
My pitiful heart as it cries
My heart is in tears
But there is noting I can do
I have no right to say a thing
For I do not know how it feels
Every time I see you with a stranger my heart aches
When your with me, I smile, yet I can't help but push you away
And when I see your back as you leave
You leave, without looking back . . . . . .
It hurts . . . . . . . . do you not care? . . . . . . . . . .
I ask myself such silly questions
Why would I care what you'd think?
But, I cannot lie
It hurts . . . . . . . . . So much . . . . .
And it hurts even more to find out that I am unconsciously running from the truth
Why you?
Of all people.
Why did I love the forbidden one?
******
For people who don't understand. The guy isn't actually neglecting her or anything. She want's him to always be there, so when he's gone, she feels lonely. Yet, she's in constant denial, this is why she doesn't want him to be next to her when he is. It's like her thoughts and feelings contradict. The heart loves him, but her mind tells her not to.