Gone away, faded.

The night is fading
But so is something else
My heart has stopped elevating
It creeps down like a louse
I have a sinking despair
As you sleep in there
You're being taken from me.
But you can't see.
I'm not imagining it.
Wasn't faking this.
All of it was real
No pretending involved
I love you much more than you could imagine
But a relationship, you can't manage
You hurt me tremendously
I forgave you anyway
The reason for my actions
Lies in my reactions.
And someplace safe.
You never had the perfect trait.
I'll let you know.
Aishiteru.