Fading Away

Life.. slowly fades away.
You're surely to blame.
The damage and pain you have caused.
Was surely not done in vein.
If a shoe was a gun, then I'd only need one.
You said you weren't like the others.
Those words you spoke were lies.
You spoke nothing but lies.
You were the Pretender.
Truth is...
I'm not like the others.
Now I know the way to go.
Only thing left to do is die.
Now you'll see.
You'll see the pain you put me through with your lies.
The hope I had turned into hurt.
The angels sing my name in their beautiful song.
It's just a matter of time.
The time before I'll break.
Your lies will shatter me, shatter my soul.
If you're a good person... then what does that make me?
You're not my God.
I will break and your life will be just great.
In my dream there's nothing but a man, I grabbed a gun and shot him in the head, and now he's dead.
I feel nothing but jealousy.