Seek

Seeking,speaking,
Slowly leaking,

The blood goes down my arm

Hiding,finding,
Simply confiding,

This hurt I've locked inside,

I don't want to hurt,
This isn't meant to be,

I could care less for myself,
Or give a fuck about you and me,

With the questions I ask,
and the answers I've found,

All these emotions i keep,
They still remain bound,

As this cut proceeds deeper,
As the flesh begins to burn,

With depression I'm overcome,
I've no where to turn,

To live a life,
Where there are no words,

Where pain in your heart,
Should never have stirred,

As cuts become scars,
and scars are reopened,

Everything's shot down,
All the things you've been hoping,

With nothing but shame,
and pain in your heart,

Your body is harmed,
We never act smart,

This is a world,
That's not meant for me,

This is a life,
That's not meant to be,

As we walk on this earth,
In our eyes so bleak,

For answers never found,
Yet continue to seek.