Slightly Delusional!

I'm only slightly crazy
I'm only half insane
There's so much that runs through this brain
Thinking and longing
Hoping and searching
It's really all the same
Being and dreaming
It's really in my mind

Looking for you is like I have no clue
How do I explain what I'm going through
I'm only half upset
I'm only half crying
I'm just trying to figure out what's going on
I'm not the most sane person
Really I'm not

In fact being random is really all I got
I'm trying to make you understand
That being me is harder then it looks
I still make up imaginary worlds
And I still make up imaginary friends
In the dark
In the silence

I whisper their names
Like they are real
I'm only half happy
My smile is never full
In fact I'm never really whole
Thinking and dreaming is just so wrong
Hoping and wish and singing that silly song

You know the one where I'm alone
The wolves come and take me
The world splits and I'm left standing in a world that was never whole
I get stuck so very easily in that state of mind
The crows pick at my body
While I'm wide awake
And the cats seem to purr at my corpse

But I'm alive right
I've always been alive
I'm not crazy
Am I?