I Wish I Could(suicide)

I wish I could get away from the constant nothingness of my life

Feel the sun's kiss on my lips and the wind's caress in my hair

Remnants of my life no longer there

I long to relish in the rain, release from the exterior barrior...the distressing pain within

I wish I could stop being me

A glistening tear accompanies my burdened plea

I am not who you think me to be, but rather someone your despising eyes would never see

To rise up from the darkness of my mind, guided to life by thine own eyes

Never again shall I fight back pained cries

A piece of me lost to unworthy lies

I hate myself....sentenced to a place where unworthy people reside

With this knife I eliminate my existence

Another lost cause, driven by your persistence