I Think I Hate You

I think I hate you

Or is it too late

Did I stick around too long

Singing a song that wasn't meant for me

I don't know what is right and what is wrong

Because the sight of your face

Reminds me of that night

When I did love you

And you loved me

But you threw it all away

And day after day

I sit here

Waiting

Waiting for something that won't come around

There is no sound

Only my heavy breathing

I am waiting for you

Even though a part of me knew

That there wasn't even chemistry between us anymore

My heart is sore

And now I know

That I do not hate you

In fact, I love you to my very core

But you didn't care

And I didn't dare

Tell you how I really feel

But I suppose you saw it in my eyes

Because you also saw all my tries at getting over you

And I fail each time

I can't nail the fact down

That you might hate me