Realization

If I die, will you cry?
What if I never say goodbye?
Would there be grief? What about sorrow?
What if my life were to end tomorrow?

I'll leave behind the people I love
But I don't believe in a life above
So it all ends here, I guess that's it.
Life lost meaning, it's time to quit.

These thoughts linger, my mind stained black.
The emotion I want most is the only which I lack.
This bed as my coffin, I will not rise.
Please don't cry, remember. Everybody dies.