This Is How it Feels (Song Version)
Sitting on the swing thinking back to myself how everything used to be so perfect. Tears silently slip down my cheek as I think about what you’ve become and you don’t even care. We used to be so perfect but everything changed and now im sitting here crying wishing you knew how I felt.
But for now this is all I have to say to you. This is how it feels to believe that we used to be so close. To just sit here and watch as you move on to other girls and act like you never even cared But you don’t even care just sitting back taking life as it comes. You’re turning out to be just like him and I’m not sure I can deal with that.
Maybe we could fix this if you just tried to understand. Nothing can stop the pain that fills my chest when I think of you. Nothing can stop the flow of tears that fall every time I see you. The worst part is sometimes it almost seems like you care, but no you don’t.
This is how it feels to have everything taken from you, so that your left with nothing but the memories that used to bring me joy but now just bring me tears and depression. And you don’t even care, Do you even know how that feels?
But you don’t even care just sitting back taking life as it comes. You’re turning out to be just like him and I’m not sure I can deal with that. Maybe we could fix this if you just tried to understand.
This is how it feels to know that I'm just not worth your time anymore. That we won’t even try to remain friends. To know that you absolutely hate me and I can't say the same thing about you, because I think I still love you. This is how it feels to have to write a song just to feelings and make it feel as if im talking to you. Because in reality we don’t even talk. This is how it feels to be worthless in your eyes. Just another girl who was played. You know I can see him in you. Every time I look at you I see him. Your gonna turn out like a player just like he is. And that's too bad because you’re a really great guy.
But you don’t even care just sitting back taking life as it comes. You’re turning out to be just like him and I’m not sure I can deal with that. Maybe we could fix this if you just tried to understand
This is how it feels to have no one listen anymore. Because you turned them all against me. You made them think differently of me. This is how it feels to be in love with you. To still be in love with you, when every inch of me is telling me not to be.
But for now this is all I have to say to you. This is how it feels to believe that we used to be so close. To just sit here and watch as you move on to other girls and act like you never even cared But you don’t even care just sitting back taking life as it comes. You’re turning out to be just like him and I’m not sure I can deal with that.
Maybe we could fix this if you just tried to understand. Nothing can stop the pain that fills my chest when I think of you. Nothing can stop the flow of tears that fall every time I see you. The worst part is sometimes it almost seems like you care, but no you don’t.
This is how it feels to have everything taken from you, so that your left with nothing but the memories that used to bring me joy but now just bring me tears and depression. And you don’t even care, Do you even know how that feels?
But you don’t even care just sitting back taking life as it comes. You’re turning out to be just like him and I’m not sure I can deal with that. Maybe we could fix this if you just tried to understand.
This is how it feels to know that I'm just not worth your time anymore. That we won’t even try to remain friends. To know that you absolutely hate me and I can't say the same thing about you, because I think I still love you. This is how it feels to have to write a song just to feelings and make it feel as if im talking to you. Because in reality we don’t even talk. This is how it feels to be worthless in your eyes. Just another girl who was played. You know I can see him in you. Every time I look at you I see him. Your gonna turn out like a player just like he is. And that's too bad because you’re a really great guy.
But you don’t even care just sitting back taking life as it comes. You’re turning out to be just like him and I’m not sure I can deal with that. Maybe we could fix this if you just tried to understand
This is how it feels to have no one listen anymore. Because you turned them all against me. You made them think differently of me. This is how it feels to be in love with you. To still be in love with you, when every inch of me is telling me not to be.