Obsession

Helplessly obsessed
Previously sane
Previously illogical, logical, unidentifiable

Purpose it used to hold
Now recedes with my judging
With my apprehension

New purpose: unknown
Metallic feeling: all there need be

It's comfortable to hurt
To numb yourself past emotion
Insensitive
Apathetic

Growing larger
Anger towards its reactionary abilities
Its incapability of seeping farther in

Acute perception

CONCLUSION: Will only stop when it fails to feel beneficial, comfortable, necessary