An Irresitable Person Does Nothing but Constantly Hurt Me

Fighting back the tears.
As he spits disgusting lies about me.
My vision blurs just as I had feared.
Drowning to the bottom of the sea.
I thought he was my friend, but I was wrong.
His laughter last centuries long.
The hurtful words echoes in my mind.
Chills are running up and down my spine.
Breathing in and out this healing takes time.
Every boy is snickering at me.
My best friend trying to protect me.
I tell her I can't take anymore.
She just tells me to try to ignore.
Ignore the one I can resist?
Ignore the one that controls me with his iron fist?
How could ignore,
The one I adore?