All Around Me (Dead Inside)

Originally written to a certain point and expanded on later. The difference will be indicated with a line of Xx : xX

All Around Me (Dead Inside)

I'm drowning, dying, dead inside.
All around me, there's no life.
Now these wounds bleed from all sides
Though where I look there is no knife.

Decorate my ears and eyes.
Sometimes they attract the guys...
But mostly all I gain are sighs.
I don't want to hear these lies.

I've seen how creul our world can be.
It's all I hear and all I see.
How could this e'er happen to me?
Don't want this life of misery.

All the time I wonder, who?
Who could think of my thoughts too?
Some say suicide's for fools...
But I think it's best to do.

Xx : xX

Don't think a thought about those lies.
Watch slowly as my body dies.
I've seen a death, ended a life.
Then see the tears in all their eyes.

See what they drove me to do?
I've ended my life way too soon.
I see the guy, he's there too.
He cries for a stupid fool.

I follow him, see his life.
Despair now lives in his eyes.
Watch him as he also dies...
He joins me in after life.

Here we are, a pair of fools.
Side by side, we'll make it through.
Don't need gold, and don't need jewels...
"All I really need is you."