Fear
I wake up in this violet light
I watch the colour leave your eyes
For you don’t know that it is all a lie
You promised to let the sun in today
Getting sick of the darkness and the horrors it hides
Hiding, soaked in sweat tonight
To scared and angry to even fight
There’s nothing left inside your soul
So open your soul and let them feast
My head is spinning
I’ve learnt to be afraid
Silently watching as he condemns you to nothing
The scars, like tears down your face
You woke up today with black eyes
And there’s nothing you can to replace that state of mind
Not now you ran away from here
Again and again you try and realise
Letting yourself down the lane again
Your body needs a reason to cross the stars
Injecting yourself, spiking the blood
You were free, but tonight reborn
A painful scar is made
The rope starts to burn
This is what you keep inside
Trapped inside a place where no-one goes
Singled out and it’s too much now
I don’t know what it takes to stay alive
Always placed to the side
The last in line, nobody chose
It’s hard to cover the inside
Out of the boat and onto the hill
Hell is raining from the sky
This is behind so don’t look back
Out on a line without much hope
Hopeless shit, get out alive
Nobody ever said that life was fair now
Teardrops form a sullen eye
Even as I say it’ll be alright
I see your heart breaking before my eyes
I know you’ll still take your life
You hurt yourself tonight
Climbing up higher
Building desires
Only to fall and climb again
There once was a lady I used to know
Dressed in white with a crucifix
But she died as well on the devil’s day
Nobody saved her, even then
Her whole life a waste but it’s over now
She was strong enough to believe
But she lost the strength to survive
Don’t forget to wind the clock back
Forget the past and the empty street
I’ll never be a man you understand
Maybe you’ll never look me in the eyes
Please remember the girl with the bright, blue eyes
Her eyes soon changed to grey
Silently, watching and waiting
This is what I need to survive.
I watch the colour leave your eyes
For you don’t know that it is all a lie
You promised to let the sun in today
Getting sick of the darkness and the horrors it hides
Hiding, soaked in sweat tonight
To scared and angry to even fight
There’s nothing left inside your soul
So open your soul and let them feast
My head is spinning
I’ve learnt to be afraid
Silently watching as he condemns you to nothing
The scars, like tears down your face
You woke up today with black eyes
And there’s nothing you can to replace that state of mind
Not now you ran away from here
Again and again you try and realise
Letting yourself down the lane again
Your body needs a reason to cross the stars
Injecting yourself, spiking the blood
You were free, but tonight reborn
A painful scar is made
The rope starts to burn
This is what you keep inside
Trapped inside a place where no-one goes
Singled out and it’s too much now
I don’t know what it takes to stay alive
Always placed to the side
The last in line, nobody chose
It’s hard to cover the inside
Out of the boat and onto the hill
Hell is raining from the sky
This is behind so don’t look back
Out on a line without much hope
Hopeless shit, get out alive
Nobody ever said that life was fair now
Teardrops form a sullen eye
Even as I say it’ll be alright
I see your heart breaking before my eyes
I know you’ll still take your life
You hurt yourself tonight
Climbing up higher
Building desires
Only to fall and climb again
There once was a lady I used to know
Dressed in white with a crucifix
But she died as well on the devil’s day
Nobody saved her, even then
Her whole life a waste but it’s over now
She was strong enough to believe
But she lost the strength to survive
Don’t forget to wind the clock back
Forget the past and the empty street
I’ll never be a man you understand
Maybe you’ll never look me in the eyes
Please remember the girl with the bright, blue eyes
Her eyes soon changed to grey
Silently, watching and waiting
This is what I need to survive.