Distance

I’m sat here thinking how things aren’t the same
Like how you don’t smile now when you say my name
You never used to ignore my good nights
You used to say how we felt so right
We would always have our little plans
You’d visit on a Friday after getting dropped off at your grans
You’d call me beautiful and make me believe it
But now I say I love you... You have a hissy fit
When we’re together the silences drowns out the smiles
Until it hurts so badly my tears hit the tiles
Your name still makes me want you forever
But I’m starting to believe us is a never
When you love someone you shouldn’t expect hurt
But now with us… I feel like your piece of dirt
This illusion came that you where proud to be mine
But your constant fadedness is just a sign
I never want to loose a guy like you
But this is killing me... I don’t know what to do
This distance feels like an emotional knife
I just wish I knew if I should get out of your life