I'm Trying To Forget

I'm trying to forget him.
Trying to forget the smile he faked.
The jokes we made.
The love we had.

I'm trying to forget my family doesn't care.
Trying to ignore the comments.
The evil stares.
The shouting that never ends.

I'm trying to forget that you're never going to be my friend again.
Trying to forget the fact I fucked everything up.
The dirty names.
The hatred you now have towards me.

I'm trying to forget what led to this.
Me sitting on the bathroom floor.
Bleeding.
Trying to forget it all.
Trying to forget him, them, and you..
The fact noone cares.
The fact I'm all alone.

The fact this is almost over...
Because,
I'm no longer trying...