Rippered

Hopes have been demolished, dream have been destroyed.
Promised have been broken, goals have been toyed.
My whole life, growing shorter by the days.
Not because of aging, but instead my forced ways.

Drinking till I pass out, wiping my problems away.
But they’re back the next morning, and they’re here to stay.
Medication sensations, killing the pain.
Never working to the full extent, but bringing it to bigger gain.

Cutting deep inside me, bleeding out the stress.
Constant blood loss makes me always need rest.
But in the end, night or day.
I find a will, I find a way.

Ripped of sensitivity, innocence, emotion. Forced to be what you’re not. What you promised yourself you would never become. Trying to deal with it in anyway possible but in the end, it wasn’t enough. It will never be enough, has never been enough. It has tried to be enough but just won’t. Venting just won’t do at this point. It’s just not possible. Nothing is possible except for your last resort...what you knew it would come down to. You thought it would be better so you pushed it to the side, but deep inside you knew it wouldn’t so why didn’t you just get it over with?
Cause you were ripped, I was ripped, he was ripped, she was ripped.
We were ripped by the ripper.
We are the rippered.