Retrospect Thoughts Of When We Were Falling Apart

My stomach hurts
And my heart speaks
In broken English;
It's a typical design
Commonly said
And specially taught,
You better believe what
Samson says,
Coz I believe he may be right,
I thought maybe you could forget me,
And make it a pretense of
My perfectly passive past,
I wanted to chase the remembering nights,
Away, away, from the sun;
I promised I would try,
But I never said I'd write;
You said you only wanted me,
But I know you'd do anything
To spare my feelings:
You know I have
Abandonment issues,
Coz I always feel alone;
Sometimes, only all the time;
I tried to stay there
For the entire night,
But Darlin' I ran for the forest,
All my fears
Love to tease me,
But only in retrospect,
When I wish we were still
Falling Apart;
Yeah, those were the days