Dear You.

Dear You.

I wish you could understand,
The words I say, the things I do.
The Way I am.
But it's getting harder.
Seeing you with her.
It's like a tide come rushing in.
Sucking me into sea.

I wish you thought of me,
As I think of you.
But that's too hard to say.
Knowing it won't happen.

Days and Nights.
Thinking of you.
Is the hardest thing,
My mind will ever let me do.

Your name around my neck.
Lingers with a fear,
With a sight, a thought.
A fear of you knowing,
Is a fear that will be forever.

With a quick glance,
An awkward stare.
Your girlfriend hanging on your arm.
Giggling at every word you say.

You'll never understand.
How I felt when,
You looked at me that night.