I ***ing Hate You

I wonder around
I can't hear a sound
I stare at the shadow, darkened sky
I feel like everything we went through was a lie

For the past years
I've felt so mere
Blood and cuts down my arm
So very alarmed

I stand up
And look at the world
The beautiful wind swirls
Around my face

Do you even know
Do you have a clue
I fucking hate you

Permanent scars
Will never go away
I climb across the bars
Until there is no way
To go

I listen to Jeffree Star
I want to go far
I don't want to care what people think of me
Don't you see

I stand up
And look at the world
The beautiful wind swirls
Around my face

Do you even know
Do you have a clue
I fucking hate you

Put your arms around
Another girl
Everything goes dark and I can't hear a sound
There's a feeling in my throat
I want to hurl

I want to cry
I want to rip myself apart
I thought you were mine
I thought I was yours..

I stand up
And look at the world
The beautiful wind swirls
Around my face

Do you even know
Do you have a clue
I fucking hate you

I..
Hate..
You..