Hear the Invisibility

Somebody to talk to.
Somebody to always be there.
Somebody just to say hi to.
So I don’t feel so alone.

Why do I feel so trapped
Inside my crazy mind
I’m just insane
And you’ll never understand

My way is the way
The exact wrong way
Don’t listen to what I’ll say
Unless you want this curse

I hate this feeling
Of being so lonely
When if I opened my eyes
And just gave a little try…

It’s just a feeling I hate
“Pay for a doctor!”
I want you to pay for somebody
To just listen to me.

I don’t care!
I just want to be heard!
I don’t want to be invisible!
Just hear me!

Hear me, dammit!
Hear me!
Just hear me!
Just know I’m still here!

I have feelings!
I have fucking feelings!
And mine aren’t so great!
Hear me!

I’m so invisible
I’m never heard
I’m never seen
But I’m always there

Why can’t I be seen?
Why can’t I be heard?
Why do I have to be so sad?
Why me?